If You Really Knew Me

If you really knew me, you'd know that i'm scared. I'm scared to take risks and think outside the box. You'd know that it's really hard for me to show who I really am to people. If you really knew me, you'd know that I try so hard to make myself a better person. You'd know what kind of music I like, and what kind I hate. You'd know my fears, you'd know what I want my future to be like. If you really knew me, you'd know that every time I do try to take risks I get knocked down, and it's even harder for me to get back up. If you really knew me, you'd know that I cry when I laugh, you'd know that I keep to myself when I'm angry or sad. You'd know that I'm allergic to certain lotions, but I use them anyway because they smell so dang good. If you really knew me, you'd know that I've always wanted to be a dancer. You'd know that everyday I try to make my parents proud of me. If you really knew me, you'd really know me.